Sunday 27 November 2016

False dismay

There are tiny acts of unconscious unkindness
which pierce the sensitive self.
The unwitting exclusions
the snide remarks
the obvious put-downs
all these are noted, absorbed, built into
the corrupt decaying false image
of who I really am.

Such an edifice
can only be taken down
by the Living Water.
The unrelenting love
which may fiercely flood
washing away flimsy defences
or sometimes trickles gently,
eroding the foundations.
as long as I do not build dams or moats to withstand it.

JESUS LOVES ME, THIS I KNOW
BECAUSE THE BIBLE TELLS ME SO.

Friday 8 July 2016

Departure. Again. August 2014. July 2015. December 2015. July 2016

My face aches with tears
shed in sorrow
unshed in bravery, keeping courage up.

My skin is sore with melancholy
tingling with misery
at the very thought of loss of loved ones.

My eyes are gritty with grief
stinging in a wash of tears
bottled up and stored.

My heart.
My heart is rent, pierced, breaking.